Did I Forget About U?

Did I forget about YOU?
Jan 9, 2008 8:54 PM
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How did I feel your love on that first day? Wasn’t I only a child and had no knowledge on the subject of love?

I made promises to you in my heart that I will ever love you thereafter.

We both share this memory and we know it’s true.

Startling, isn’t it? That life has brought me such forgetfulness! Everything to me now spells any word but love.

Your love was deeper than anything; a lot more than anyone else’s. It still is. And I feel it.

Oh yes! You picked me up so young. Any wonder that it feels weird to forget about your affection?

Oh how strong the bond was that day! Needn’t I know the reason behind your marvelous love?

Sure! But it will cost me more than silver and gold. Everything is not enough to lose, to decipher your love.

But you know what? I guess that is just how pure love is. Inexplicable!

Nevertheless, I bask in your love deep down my heart. The thing is that, I feel like screaming it out to you.

Sometimes, it is a feeling of singing it out. Oh! But now, I am spitting it out in words on this paper. I am ceasing the opportunity to write it at this instant.

How could I ever forget about you so soon? Yes, I say soon because, you have told us that a thousand days is like a day and a day is like a thousand days in your sight.

I have been asking my soul, “When did the tables turn?” Yesterday, I asked myself one more question. “Why?” Today, it is “How?”

I am in deep thoughts like I always have been: “I must have been caught up in my own life’s business over the years. Life on earth today feels like a race against the speed of lightening. No time. No time at all! Any fault of mine? Somebody help me know!”

But, there is only one thing that brings me joy through it all. Only one thing throws a big smile on my long face. Yes! I know it! -You loved me first; nothing more, nothing less.

Does it just end there? Absolutely Not! I am positive!

My big smile grows even bigger into a full-size grin when I reflect. That grin warms my exhausted heart. Lord, your first love for me is UNCONDITIONAL. Lord Jesus, I don’t need to love you for you to love me.

Even now, I hear you whispering to me Christ Jesus, that you have constantly loved me in spite of, not because of!!!!!!!!!


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~by yours truly~
01/09/08.